Once in a while I will get high because like most humans, I gravitate towards stimulation. I did some drugs earlier today after dinner. Every time I induce a MDMA high I like to write. Most of those posts get pretty good reception. After writing a post today, I invited myself over to a friend’s house. It’s sad that the only time I seek out human interaction is when I’m high.
“Hey, can you get me a cigarette”
There I am at my friend’s house with a couple of beers.
“Why are your hands shaking?|
“Ummm…hmmm… I don’t know.. I was drinking before I came here…ya, weird eh?”
We went to go eat after and my friend comments on my appetite.
“You’re full already? You usually finish all your food.”
“Ummm..ya, I don’t know.”
I order a beer and he comments,
“Holy shit, you’re drinking a lot today.”
“Ummm..ya..beer tastes good today..ummm..ya.”
“You’re really not going to finish your food, eh?”
“Guess not. Just wanted to nibble, I guess.”
The answer to all his questions and concerns was that I was high but no one is the wiser.
Coming down now but I’m at home laying in my bed. One of the secrets to getting high is doing it earlier in the day instead of midnight. If you get high in the late hours you will be up all night into the morning hours and that’s what really messes with you.
Our government brainwashes you to never want to get high. They want you to hold back on all your urges so that you have no chance of deviating from being a model citizen. Just go to work, come home and repeat for 40 years and then die.