I never really had an issue with any kind of substance for very long. I’ve smoked cigarettes since I was 12 years old but I could quit anytime almost and most of the time I just smoked socially. I never really liked smoking that much. For the most part I did it cause I was bored and wanted something to do. Plus it had a cool factor to it. At least I thought so. The only times I really craved cigarettes was when I was drinking or when I was high on some kind of drug.
I like drinking beer but it’s more of a social thing for me. Marijuana always put me in a weird place. Although that could have been to my state of mind and situation in life. I think if I was surrounded with like minded people and my life had no misery, smoking marijuana would be more enjoyable.
Red red wine. I’ve finally met my vice. It tastes good with food. That’s my biggest issue. I don’t like drinking wine by itself but with food I love it. I tell myself I can quit and I know I can but I don’t care right now. I got nothing else to do really. Sounds sad, I know. I guess I’m hoping this red wine phase will pass on its own like everything else but I don’t know. Until it becomes a problem I don’t think I will quit.
This sounds really weird from a guy who watches his diet. I’m Asian and I don’t even eat rice or noodles everyday. Vegetable oil is absent from my diet on most days. I guess I like to feel good and a good diet makes me feel good just like how red wine makes me feel good. Is it needless to say I’ve been drinking red wine tonight?
This song by UB40 always played at this pool hall I spent my youth at. Brings back memories shooting sticks at 2am when I was 15. It was such a high just being out late with my friends, feeling like I was part of something.